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Letting Go

  • Aug. 12th, 2009 at 4:42 PM
Book (holding)
I couldn't stand looking at K.'s bookshelf anymore, so I went in and reshelved everything for her last night. Is it intrusive to shelve a 14-year-old's books for her? Probably. I didn't go digging under her bed for copies of things I suspected were there, and I didn't crack any of the (no lie) 9 journals she had on the shelves, so I think I stayed on the side of at least, uhm... Organized Neutral? Would that be the D&D alignment of librarian-folk?

Anyway, this also led to me stealing back about 14 of my books, which seems okay to me, because I'm not an infinite-renewal type lender. (Let's call it a "non-confrontational recall," if you will.) She can check them out again if she needs to. Plus, there were at least four of my books I didn't find. And she's "lost" enough of my books that I think we're going to have a "one has to come in before anymore can come out" rule from now on. (They're not lost, she says; she claims they're somewhere at her mother's house. I've already bought replacement copies for three of them, and sometimes now, in lieu of lending her something, I'll buy it for her. Like the first Beka Cooper book.)

If K. is a benchmark of normalcy for teen slovenliness (and I'm not saying she is, but I'm guessing), then I was indeed scarily meticulous about my books. (Just my books. The chaos of papers and clothes and bits of craft projects seems like my room from around that age, too.) My books were not only shelved upright like books are supposed to be--which is not the case with K.'s shelves--but they were pretty much like mine are now. Fiction: alpha by author's last name. Non-fiction: rough sort by subject, historical eras or geographical areas go chronologically, otherwise by author's last name/publisher (field guides, in particular, get shelved by publisher) /etc.

Anyway, I had to do some shifting on the non-mmpb shelves to make the recalls fit, and some books I had loaned [info]mrgeddylee came home after an extended sojourn, and all in all, I realized I had some beat-up dust jackets in a quartet of faves from junior high. I've debated discarding the jackets at least three times now, but couldn't quite bring myself to, no matter how bad they looked.

This time I managed it. But only because I watch loads of Clean Sweep and know how to do these things. If you're having trouble parting with a material possession, take a picture of it.

So, I did:

Four dust jackets from Gillian Bradshaw books.

(The pics click through to individual shots of the jackets, too, because I'm just that attached.)

I took half a day off work to come home and write. Naturally, I've written very little. But the theory is that I won't be totally zombie-zonked when I finally get going. Likewise, I have some good motivation:

Five chocolates.

Balsamic vinegar chocolates from the local chocolatier (the really local one, about five miles from here). I ate one already when I cut the MS 7,500 words, and I had another last night (after the picture) for the second 7,500 words cut. I have another 5,985 to cut, and in practicality, I think it's going to end up being another 10k I cut in my HUGE TRIMMINGS effort; then I'll start layering the stuff I stripped out back in, but in smaller doses, beef up a few scenes, and then take one, serious, HARD look at the whole thing (as I have already done with the first six chapters).

And then, we shall see what we shall see.

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[info]mrissa wrote:
Aug. 12th, 2009 10:47 pm (UTC)
If someone had reorganized my books for me when I was 14, there would have been murder done.

On the other hand, my books were, in fact, organized when I was 14, so that might make a difference.

On the other other hand, [info]timprov's room does not appear to me to be organized, and yet I know not to redo bits of it. So.
[info]fairmer wrote:
Aug. 13th, 2009 12:40 am (UTC)
The last time I did it, when she was 12, it was appreciated. We shall see what we shall see.

I have also been threatening this for a year. "If you don't get these in shape, you know the Secret Librarians are going to come in here and alphabetize things. You know that, right?"

I consider that fair warning. A whole year.
[info]sartorias wrote:
Aug. 12th, 2009 10:54 pm (UTC)
My daughter is 27, and loses my books, leaves them lying around, puts food and things on them. I figure it must be the difference between working hard, and often going without in order to buy books instead of something boring but needed . . . and growing up around them.
[info]fairmer wrote:
Aug. 13th, 2009 12:43 am (UTC)
It was really the fact that there was guinea pig food and hay and mouse bones (from a dissected owl pellet) and bits of collected birds nests getting all over my books that caused this commando raid. Plus, I wanted my copy of Magic or Madness back.

I guess that's it? (Er, the books being boring thing, not coveted objects.) I don't know.

Edited at 2009-08-13 12:44 am (UTC)
[info]mandolinjen wrote:
Aug. 13th, 2009 01:14 am (UTC)
Those chocolates are powerful motivation. sol and I made it through the first two weeks of 8 weeks of daily IM shots thanks in part to a shared box of them.
[info]steve_buchheit wrote:
Aug. 13th, 2009 11:51 am (UTC)
"Would that be the D&D alignment of librarian-folk?"

Librarians are typically Lawful neutral. The organized part is just the OCD coming through the rye.
[info]redmomoko wrote:
Aug. 13th, 2009 12:42 pm (UTC)
I *never* organized books after about age 14. Before that- only books in a series were in order. I think I may be that most rare of all creatures- a chaotic evil librarian.
[info]captainblack wrote:
Aug. 13th, 2009 02:49 pm (UTC)
CE ftw
Arrr!

That's me lassie!
[info]hildebabble wrote:
Aug. 13th, 2009 03:02 pm (UTC)
"Organized Neutral? Would that be the D&D alignment of librarian-folk?"

Heh! This tickles me.

In the middle of my Lovecraft phase, a friend of mine asked to borrow one of my trade paperbacks for his horror lit class. When I got it back... remember, in Black Beauty, when he's all messed up at the end and Joe's like "that can't possibly be the same horse"? That's what my book looked like.
[info]stephanieburgis wrote:
Aug. 13th, 2009 03:52 pm (UTC)
Hmm. By the time I was fourteen, I would have been furious if anyone reorganized my books (in fact Patrick and I always bristle a bit whenever one of us starts shelving the other's books - even when they DESPERATELY NEED IT - because of course each of us has our own idea of where they should go...) - on the other hand, that's because I'm obsessive about my books and I want to always know exactly where they are (even if my system makes no sense to anyone else). On the other hand, well through undergrad I was still genuinely and hugely grateful whenever my parents came in and actually cleaned my whole messy bedroom for me, which I'm sure a lot of other people would have considered hideously intrusive...
(Anonymous) wrote:
Aug. 13th, 2009 04:42 pm (UTC)
When I was fourteen, my books spread themselves in an even layer all over my bedroom. Future archeologists might call that the "reading layer", which was later covered by clothes and discarded video games and sports equipment.
[info]qrssama wrote:
Aug. 14th, 2009 03:10 am (UTC)
chocolatier? Five miles from here? Do tell...
[info]fairmer wrote:
Aug. 14th, 2009 01:05 pm (UTC)
Morgan & York, what used to be Big Ten Party store and that may have been referred to in your hearing as Cheese Cheese Cheese? Houses the Sweet Gems chocolatier. She peddles her wares through them, too, but she's actually in a little room in the not-so-back, making chocolates on a regular basis.

Expensive? Yes. But she uses local ingredients when possible, and handmade, and gorgeous. Not everything is equally delicious--some flavors are too subtle for me to distinguish--but I dearly love the balsamic vinegar truffles.
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